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无所事事

2010-04-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

前几天
天天都无所事事
偶尔呆在家宅一宅
偶尔突然跟他们出去
是没目的的出去
吃吃饭
喝喝茶
八一八
哈哈
也还蛮开心的

那天
去了petaling street
吃云吞面，龟苓膏
突然
跑去塔巴士
去Timesquare
本来想唱K
可是又没mood
Secret Recipe 吃吃蛋糕，聊聊
好真的
闲的恐怖 :D

Tak Nak

2010-04-21T23:37:00.000-07:00

Tak Nak TakNak
Tak Nak Tak Nak
Tak Nak
this is what I wanna say to You
hey, I never reject you for any help just because I treat you as my friend
but, it's too many times
now, obviously..you've step over my baseline
see > ___/___
that's what I could respond you
anyway...
I would not tolerant with you anymore
because you never treat me as your friend
I am just your toy
thanks for using me
that remind me that I'm still useful.. :D

p/s: I'm not stupid :DDD

单双哲理

2010-04-21T23:30:00.000-07:00

发现了这个哲理
还蛮准的
哈哈

3+ 7+ 9+ 11
我们都是单的
^^
我们
是现在的朋友
也会是以后的朋友

现在可能大家都很迷茫
可是我们都会互相鼓励
虽然我们的梦想......不懂几时才可以达成
可是
相信我们一定会走出来
找到目标
自己想做的事

好希望可以一起
生活
打拼
计划
创业
真的可以吗？:D

加油！

S hi t

2010-04-18T21:45:00.000-07:00

S hi t shit shit
what a sh it say
hey..s h i t !!

y o u are s h i t
shit day
ohh..yo shit
s h i t
come on
hey shit
S ss sssss hit
shit ssssssssshhhhhiiiiiitttt

难熬

2010-04-13T05:57:00.000-07:00

不懂
每天在做什么
等
等
还是等
很内疚
糟蹋着宝贵的时间
对不起，时间
好想
快快结束
回去
不想待下去
这种生活
不是我应该过的

out of sudden

2010-04-12T19:45:00.001-07:00

went out to meet peck out of sudden
went to sing k out of sudden
accompanied jenn dinner out of sudden
yumcha our of sudden
everything was out of sudden
nah..was too out of sudden
=.='''

end with exhausted night
zzzz

Sunway movie and steambot

2010-04-11T19:17:00.000-07:00

yesterday was an exhausted day
went for movie at sunway
" Clash of the Titans "
what a sucks ending =.='''
still, not a perfect movie for me
it starts so awesomely
yet end with....just nothing and shit

2nd round
steambot at "yuen" with jin and family
DMC ~
what a boring and dizzy steambot
u know what? I felt weird.....
no fun at all

3rd round
starbuck coffee talk aka yumcha :P
like this session the most
as we always do..chit-chatting
everything back to the ori :D

Alex Yoong's Book Launching PC

2010-04-10T05:10:00.000-07:00

hmm...today is not a good day for me
Mary Chen called me and asked me to go for a Press Conference
for the launching of Alex Yoong's book
its quite excited at the first
before go out i started to think of some Qs to ask Alex Yoong later
it took me alot of time on de way to Midvalley
i started realise time passed faster than i thought
omg...KTM stopped there
and guess what???
it just stucked !
damn it...it shouldn't just stucked there
please move on
im rushing for an important event

finally, KTM ruined my PC
KTM , is sucks!!!
Today ,
just sucks :(

By the way, its not as worst as what i though....
thank god
thanks Mary Chen too

那个人

2010-04-09T05:07:00.000-07:00

那个人的事
知道的好多
多到也记不起了
可以的话...也不想记住

看到那个人
想到那个人的所作所为
世界上真的有这样的人
好可怕
好....难以想象
也不想去想象

那个人
佩服你
你厉害咯

全城热辣辣

2010-04-08T06:27:00.000-07:00

最近的气温高
太阳就在杀死我的可爱小细胞
阿汗每天都会来找我

这样的天气
还真是不想踏出门一步
就这样呆在家
当阿宅

偶尔出
热到头发麻
想念起雨婆婆
真的
想见到你咯 :D

真的是
全城热辣辣
又热又辣 :s

枕头的主人

2010-04-07T08:23:00.000-07:00

当他的枕头
还真的不好当

开心时
就愣在哪儿
可能晒一晒太阳
可能就让它发霉

伤心时
就把眼泪擦在枕头身上
虽然它没抗拒
也不代表它喜欢哦

它也有感受的
不跟你计较
谁叫你是枕头的主人

学会放弃

2010-04-07T00:35:00.000-07:00

放弃，

有时就是最好的选择。

我学会了去放弃
放弃我想做的事
因为我懂得做出选择
一个虽然不是我想要得选择
可是是我应该做的选择
未来是怎样
我不懂
希望没有我想象中的糟 :s

Colourish :D

2010-04-06T09:01:00.000-07:00

Here we GO , Colourish .

This is gonna be our first first start of Colourish
Adi~
Let's make a "lengzai" beginning
okay?

1
2
3

Go
Colourish

Hey Mr.Happy

2010-04-06T08:56:00.000-07:00

hey mr. happy
i know you may be very very sad now
but everything will just be okay soon
i know you are strong ..as you told me before..right?

don't ever lost your smile
and don't forget what i've told you before
I like to see your smile :)

just smile, and it's simple
cheers okay?
i know you can do it
because i can't always be with you
you need to be strong
stand on your own
:)

Whatever you like

2010-04-06T08:53:00.001-07:00

whatever you like
whatever you want

随便你

回
我回
我回去

T.T

放弃？

2010-04-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

这次真的要放弃了？
放弃一直以来的梦想　想做的事
回去？

怎么办　怎么办　
谁可以告诉我怎么做？

唉．．．．

算了吗？

坚持下去？

啊

《心魔》At The End of Daybreak

2010-04-04T06:01:00.000-07:00

《心魔》At The End of Daybreak

描述社会残酷现实面的一部本地制作

虽然故事简单但angles那些都很好

love the angles very much..很特别很有意

剪接，音乐....大爱~

看了一部不错的电影..开心 :D

p/s：徐天佑很帅 ^^

:::: 多多支持本地制作的电影 ::::

Winnie the Pooh :3

2010-04-02T00:54:00.000-07:00

::: ::::

:::::: :::::

:::::::::: :::::::::

miss both of this shapo and shalao

miss the time we spent together

it's wonderful and part of my life

wish you both happy always

muaks :3

Yes-Girl

2010-04-01T23:56:00.000-07:00

arghhh!
kinda frustrated with myself sometimes
I'm a classical stupid yes-girl all the times
i wonder why it is so hard for me to say "NO"
oh please~ just a "No"
what's wrong with me?
i hate myself
i hate that I always forcing myself to do something I not really like
haiz...................I didn't do this right..every single time T.T
I have told myself hundred thousand million that I need to change this bad habit
i should not wear myself a "yes-girl" aka stupid girl
T.T
okay, let's make a deal
I must try to..hmm nah..I must not hesitate to say" NO" next time
when it comes to make a decision that I don't willing to ...
wish me luck :D
;;;;;
lll
lll
come on let's have a new start okay? :P

幸福

2010-03-31T23:53:00.000-07:00

::幸福的银铃铛花::

代表着幸福

希望我们都可以幸福

::::

..................

The Lovely Bones 可爱的骨头

2010-03-31T22:56:00.000-07:00

The Lovely Bones 可爱的骨头

Centers on a young girl who has been murdered and

watches over her family - and her killer - from heaven.

She must weigh her desire for vengeance against her

desire for her family to heal.

I love this movie very much. Nice angle, music, cast and scenes.

...animation...

Love the story line and the message from this movie.

Love the whole soundtrack of The Lovely Bones

張懸 - 兒歌

2010-03-31T04:16:00.000-07:00

張懸 - 兒歌
作詞：張懸 / 作曲：張懸

還不確定你是否也喜歡氣球
路邊常常在發的那種
我和你約好，養隻黏人的小貓
和一隻大的，溫柔的狗狗

如果受了傷，就喊一聲痛
真的，說出來就不會更難過
不去想自由，反而更輕鬆
願意感動孤單不忐忑
（願意感動就是種享受）

生活　生活
會快樂也會寂寞
生活　生活
明天我們好好地過

還不確定你是否也喜歡氣球
反正又還沒聽你說過
我們都覺得，成功沒那麼嚴重
做自己反而比較心安理得

This song makes my day somehow :3

Speechless

2010-03-31T04:04:00.000-07:00

i have try my best to tell you what you wanna know
there's really something that I'm not allowed to let you know
It makes me speechless that you keep asking ....
what I can say is
I'm sorry that's only what I can do for you
sorry~

haiz..rainning day
emo mode on
i think of listening to that song somehow
yet I know it might took my smile away
so ...
let's play some nice songs for this rainy dreamy day :D

p/s: Hope you don't think of the unhappy things and try to smile to yourself. You are Mr. Happy. Aren't you? ^^

Sing k

2010-03-30T07:15:00.000-07:00

err hmm...one more update for today la

went to sing k with jenn and song biu

a break out for frizzy boring days

knocked myself down with those.............hmm hmm :P

hehe

I had a nice day with you guys

next time go sing again..hehe

today didn't sang much songs

cheers~ :D

Which road to go ?

2010-03-30T06:58:00.000-07:00

Hometown ? KL?

yieewww...this is totally drive me crazy!T.T

Did I do anything wrong ?

hmm..nah...i guess i didn't

recently this issue is haunting me day after day..night after night..

which ROAD should i choose to go?

I have a dream

and I know my dream well than anyone else out there

I have made all my life decision on my own

and now..why can't we deal it with the same method?

I know that you may be miss me or worrying me

but trust me , and i knew that you would believe me

I am independent girl as always, you knew it..right?

I wish i could be at hometown with you

yet I can't leave my friends here..

i have tried

it doesn't work

so..just give me some more time..

I'm sure I will get the answer for you....

can You show me the road you prepared for me?

just a glimpse, and it's enough ..

I love you and I know you do. ^^

真的没有了...?

2010-03-30T06:38:00.000-07:00

‘回忆' ...真得不懂该说它好呢？还是让人心烦？

最近爱上了看旧照片的习惯

好多好多的回忆

甜的...苦的...

有时真不想再想回一些不开心的事

以为放下了

可是偏偏又会跑出来

是来趁热闹？

用了多少的时间努力地去说服自己

到底真的放下了吗？还是....

为什么偶尔还是会想起？

也许这是可以原谅的

如果连想起都没有

那真的太绝了....

唯一可以确定的是

一定要找回自己的方向

不要再被影响了

只要我坚持 “没有了”

快乐就永远属于我 :D

I'm back

2010-03-02T23:35:00.000-08:00

there's such a long time i didn't update my blog
haha guess what, this blog suddenly pop up in my mind
so i guess it's the time to update..update? haha....

okay, let's talk about some updates on me..

i have ended my college life on past december 2009

no more student..T.T

yet,

now is the time to start search for jobs

still lost in my way? Yes! haiz.....

I wanna get back my way ... and my dreams........

Other than that, I'm trying to forget about something....

something not belong to me now..and forever

i guess...60% in progress

Gambate^^

P/S: I miss my friends..those guys who accompany me and get crazy with me. We had a fun time together..always..

FLIES on the SHIT

2009-07-10T02:13:00.000-07:00

Flies on the Shit. we are.

Quinnie~ you are my best friend

i love you

Muack MUACKSSS ^^

8/7 Feeling Cafe : celebration of artbox

2009-07-09T23:09:00.000-07:00

me and wimay drunk abit bit :P
me ,wimay and drunk jor de shapor minmin

7pm we reach feeling cafe for our celebration of the successful art box

wakakakaka~

wimay, minmin, dora, yang, johnny, because, miaomiao and jayson

haha..soo excited

acted like shapor

after makan we continue our second round

we missed our pool because there were alot of people playing

aiskk~~! sob~

we drink drink carlsberg hehe:p

and play true or dare

lol~ i really bad luck ha! selalu kena...yiii~
me and wimay act like shapor

and we also pakat to play others..

lol~ High 5! wimay~ yeah~!

after 1 full cup of calsberg

me and wimay feel so pening

lol~ its really funny coz that's our plan to make jayson drunk

but somehow we lose..hehe

after that we smore plan for third round ----sing K

walao~! we really too excited jor

but it ends up with balik rumah

lol~ sienz jor loooo

we balik wimay home

oioi loo.....:3

new sem : new challenge

2009-07-08T18:02:00.000-07:00

it's time to fight for the final sem

so ganjiong+excited

looking forward to the new challenges

wish DMC073 all the best

we are the best!

do believe that we can DO it

GOGOGO!!

GAMBATE

2/7-3/7 093 orientation

2009-07-08T03:05:00.000-07:00

group 8..the winner :D
with 2 mass comm juniors

mr. Carlsberg acting cute :P
Mass Comm gang woowwoo

Orientation was fun

the most fun ever

have a nice memories with all the juniors

somehow i get a new name..."dou deng"

hahaha

p.s: u owe me 1 meal ! mr. Carlsberg :D

lazy to write so long..hehe

so wish them all the best in Dasein

enjoy your college life

'balik kampung' :: photo

2009-06-29T08:36:00.000-07:00

::::::

okay...let's share some of the 'balik kampung' photos here~

it takes quite a time for me to upload @@

that's really a lot of photos

so ~ i just upload part of it...

::::::

i love you

the cutest alien : P

i love ice-cream yeepeeyaya

stop that silly face >.<

sick people D LOOK :D

gugu said, listening music while sleeping...:D

shy shy^^

gugu~i wan sleep...

what are you looking at?

my niece took me =.=''' blur blur. seriouly i say

the end

'balik kampung'

2009-06-29T01:07:00.000-07:00

pheww~after finished some stuff and the meeting

finally~~~~

it's time for me to balik kampung loo

how long ya since the last time i go back?

erm..3 months? no..2 months pluss. haizz

miss my family so badly.especially my Q Q niece^^

woW~! time for doing pig..haha

as usual..spent my time with piggy things..

sleep~

eat~

shit~

play~

HAHA~not bad huh this kind of lifestyle..=.='''

can u c how i waste my time? aisks...stupid things! haha

whatever lar...but the only thing i hate is sick!!!

argh!! worrying about it...could it be aH1N1???

huh~touch wood touch wood~! don't scare me k?>.<

ish~ so samfu ar...

even though i sick..but still eat alot of KFC heehee

and ice-cream too..woWW going to be pig larr like that

knock knock!!! STOP it~

guess what's the next...

kaka yeah~! it's shopping time~!!!!

SUNWAY CARNIVAL~here i come~! woohoo~

at first..we bring my niece to the 'game station'

haha~ act i wan play too la..whatever la just play

we play alot of games

car racing.the tembak tembak 1=P.motorracing..dance.

so syok ar`~play play play

hee~ my sis so zhar...always lost in car racing..kekeke

lalalaa~

after piZza hut...heyhey..shopping time

then then...hmM~tired arrr yet we still planning to go back to the kindergarten

just to see see and take some photos..our kindergarten ^^

okie okie~ let's go home k...xinyi falling a sleep already

haha TIRED@@

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erhmm~ this time 'balik kampung' is abit different than previous

hehe~ coz there was a 5s2 gathering ...erm...shouldn't call it 5s2 mayb..

coz just few people only..but its okay lahh

time: 3pm

venue: Autocity Mcdonald

…………

mr. Yen Ming was fetching us to there coz no transport..^^ thanks ya

we reach there about 4++pm..wow~ BIG LATE~!

sorry otherss~ >.

wawaaw~!! really ganjiong lar..going to meet the old classmates who never meet for more than 2 years

aisk~ dunno what should i do later...and i sick smore@@ pening pening

chia eu, shu ann, kar kiat , wei wei, yen ming, su chin and yanhong

my lovely classmates

hahah~ abit kekok ler...hehe

some have change alot...but some..haha still the same ya

the most funny thing is the gesture of kar kiat. hw he push his spec

is still the same as last time...wow! really funny..

we chat alot~

kar kiat just back from UK

and he share about his life there..and how he potong the dead people

aikkkk! so geli ler mr. kar kiat...yet it's new to me

shu ann n su chin are going to UK soon too..

chia eu n wei wei going to Singapore..

wuwu~ all study oversea...dunno when we all can meet again

but it's glad to see how well their life now..

we need to Gambate together to fulfill our own dream

we also share the 8gua things of other classmates

i should join the conversation more than i do..but i really pening.haiz

we chat until 7++pm and it's time to say GOODBYE

wuu~ abit tak sampai hati .. when is the next gathering? who know..but probably after a period of time

haiz~ take care ya my friends~ hope we can meet soon in the future

Wish u guys all the best~!

U GO guys~!

::::::::::

haizz~ time to go back kl again..

new sem. new challenge. new stress

this is what i have to f a c e in the coming sem..bless bless

miss all my friends here too ..do u guys miss me?

i wanna drink 'Hooney Lemon' XD

aisk~ my sickness seems like getting more serious..H1N1? ?

no no no~ it couldn't be...haiz worrying

what can i do? P R a ying

T.T

#####

lots of things happen in my family and i just realise it

at first, i really can't accept it..ya. even i tend to be calm in the first place

a murdereR?

a mixed-blood nephew?

don't tell me silly things k..but its the truth@@

WOooow hoho~i need time to digest the words..

calm down vian>.<

pre-Exiciting now XD

2009-06-23T02:21:00.000-07:00

wuahahahhahaha

finally it's out first meeting for our last sem final project

phewww~ it's just the first first starting mark of it

for our final project, we are going to organize a SINGING CONTEST

omg omggg~!!!!

so exciting yaaa~looking forward so much for it

feel so passionated to organize it now even we just start to set the post

ahaa! and im the EVENT MANAGER

actually im interested in ADVERTISING & PROMOTION too..

but it's okay ..

both is acceptable^^ ...haha ~!

it's a new experience for me ever

besides the post we've disscussed about the guest, judges, dates, venues,sponsorship...etc

woWW~! that's lot of ideas pop-out

lolzz~ everyone is so excited hahA

so many things we want to do for the event

i need to start finding guest, artist? haha for the show

erm...hope i can find some for the event

bless bless =)

IDEA IDEA

come come XD

need some extra crews for it too

start PLANNING nowW

anyone interested to join the event???

let's experience it together

be the crew

pls contact with me ya^^

muack muackss

who interested to be one of the contestant need to start prepare too looo =P

friendss~ support support ya^^

GOOD LUCK

and ALL the best

DMC fighting gogo~! yeah!

妈妈说：睡多多

2009-06-21T22:07:00.000-07:00

唉~ 最近这两个礼拜每天都3-4-5点睡

很讨厌迟睡然后迟醒的感觉

头晕又没有心情做东西

每次plan了要早睡可是最后还是。。。

唉~

对自己感觉很内疚咯

我不想再迟睡了~！

加油啦!!

今天一定要早睡^^

请不要找我喝茶...XD

朋友？

2009-06-21T21:54:00.000-07:00

放真感情去交的朋友未必是真的朋友

或许你当人家是好朋友

可是人家未必一样

朋友？

是什么？

讨厌被朋友欺骗的感觉~！

因为我真得当你是好朋友

我不是笨蛋

虽然我很好骗

JusCO day with old classmate

2009-06-19T21:15:00.000-07:00

woohoo~just went to Jusco to meet my old classmate of 5S2

this is the first time we really hang out together after such a long breakup

eat eat

walk walk

shopping shopping

haha its simple yet memorable and fun^^

we share other classmates info

pheww~ cant imagine i have 4get some of them

aiskk~ really paiseh ya>.<

more than 2 years jor ler..haizz really miss alot alot

looking forward to meet them in the future

wish em' good luck in the study

all the BEST~!

and ms. Yan Hong too ya

GOOD LUCK to your exam

don't play play ya

after your exam we just meet again ^^

Miss miSS ^^

MUACKSS~!

男厕里の傻婆^^

2009-06-18T03:39:00.000-07:00

爽~

开心~

哈哈哈~

我们不是变态 XD

MV shooting

2009-06-17T22:55:00.000-07:00

sad...at huungry cafe

tim is 'setting' mr.Bear hairstyle

blind jor =.='''

library shooting

kooi ming n me at the park

shooting in park

scene of doctor

sheriene n me

aahaa~ sheriene and tim asked me for being their mv actress

that's too suddenly and i never prepared anything

however, friend ma...just accept it loo..

woW~ so ganjioong~!

we shoot at college and yoon's house park

it's a love sad story

mv for jay chow '回到过去'

but not confirm yet for the song=.=

and the actor is mr.Bear ya~ ohno~ is mr.Aleron? kaka

yii~y no leng zaii ya??? wakakaka

so paiseh ler we act as couple..abit geli geli~;P

need to '打情骂俏' pula =.='''

shy shy..xp

but mr.Bear is the xinku-est

he need to act as a blind people and cover his eye..poor thingXD

we sambil shoot sambil playing around

no pressure even though abit ganjiong n shy shy la

hoo~ quite fun ya~

it's a nice experience~!

wish them good luck ya^^

m00dy

2009-06-16T10:17:00.000-07:00

haiz~ so many things happen recently

and i have found that my life had changed~! YA! no doubt~!

haiz~ trying to control myself from getting d****

yet it end with nothing ...everything just the same as previous

feel suffering yet relax after that..

u know y? dun have to think anymore

thats the reason i falling inlove with it

sometimes it is too bitter for more T.T

eventhough it still filling my mind

choose to forget it but its really hard

teardrops never end

dun ask me y

all because of u

it just too deep

with no reason

should i keep it on or just stop it~?

im so dissapointed

i trust some one i shouldn't and yet i am still trusting ...

im really stupid!!!

what should i do?

thats how a stupID WOULD BE ...

愛我好嗎?

2009-06-14T00:54:00.000-07:00

愛我好嗎?

雖然收斂了許多的情感

還是洩漏了我的不安

於是你開始冷淡

我也開始問自己該怎麼辦?

如果你知道我的遺憾

千萬不要再不以為然

我的生活已經混亂

到處飄流卻始終靠不了岸

這是我最後,最美,最真

最心碎的留言

喔....愛我好嗎?

我願意讓傷心在來一遍

只要你留一個位置給我

哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落

喔...愛我好嗎?

我願意讓傷心再來一遍
只要你留一個位置給我

哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落

如果你知道我的遺憾

千萬不要再不以為然

我的生活已經混亂

到處飄流卻始終靠不了岸

這是我最後,最美,最真

最心碎的留言

喔....愛我好嗎?

我願意讓傷心在來一遍

只要你留一個位置給我

哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落

喔...愛我好嗎?

我願意讓傷心再來一遍

只要你留一個位置給我

哪怕是在你心中最容易被忽略的角落

最容易被忽略的角落

苯D 可以

2009-06-14T00:46:00.000-07:00

我很笨~!

你很猪

闷

2009-06-14T00:40:00.000-07:00

放假了

闷

。

我

要

玩

Client Servicing in Advertising Workshop

2009-06-09T02:44:00.000-07:00

~ Client Servicing in Advertising Workshop ~

this talk is given by an experienced speaker

KC Lee

it's a good talk

but ~ aiskkss~ i always fall a sleep

so sleepy ler just slp 1 hr the night before

hmm~ sorry ya KC Lee~ paiseh~xp

TVC shooting

2009-06-09T02:18:00.000-07:00

yesterday i went to be the actress of senior's tvc ( tv commercial )

hmm hmm~ so ganjiong ler

dunno what should i do later

i woke up at 5am to prepare then meet them at 530am

aiya~i need to wear the secondary school uniform

so embarassed lar everybody looking at me weirdly

i look like 'xiu mui mui' @@

we shoot the wait people scene at bustop in front of school

' waiting my boyfriend go dating'

this is what they told me i should act

April and Nick teach me how to act

hahahaha~ ganjiong gan jiong~!

it's a lot of funny things too

they behave funny-ly..hahaha

lalala~ start shooting loo

i act like how they teach me yet i dunno i did it correctly onot

aiskk~ so shy ler they looking at me..

however..all going on smootly

yeah~ after finish it we went for breakfast at brj

it's a nice experience after all^^

Seremban - Malacca 吃透透

2009-06-08T03:47:00.000-07:00

★

walking at jonker walk in the midnight 3am...

jonker walk ~ drink drink with Aston ^^

★

~ Seremban~
we go makan the '姨婆老鼠粉' after reaching seremban

haha our first station of delicious cuisine

yummy yummy ^^

after the little QQ, we went to mr fei zai house

we continue our journey after a short rest there

phewww~ tired+ sleepy larr

feel bored of the next 1 hour journey to Malacca

aiskkkss`~ damn sienzzz n pening pening~! hate~!

~ Malacca ~

hooray ~ finally...finally reached our MAIN destination today

hmm~hmm~ which was our next station hhuh?
ooohyeaahh~ 'MEE REBUS' ?

erh~ hehe i have no idea about this food

nevermind just have a try..hear of good comments about it

NEXT~ we heading to ' CHENG HO ' to visit the bosss
and have a look of the art exhibition...hmm~ damn hot hot hot~!
damn crowded that day ler~

the jonker walk was nearly fully flooded with the visitors

whatsss going on ar?? hmm~maybe holiday guaa i guess

arrghhh~!!! hot HOT HOT~~~!!!!!

one of the art piece in the gallery..' Penang Old Building' ^^

sate sate~ yeah yeah~
we walk to the sate restorant just around jonker walk
again~ hot hot~ aiskksss~ dun like the SUN apek!makan sate babi..kakaka

guess what's our next station?

heehee~ we went to 'Jeti'

my first time to that place looo...

looking forward..^^

hm~ a nice place with a nice sea view

wakakkaka~ we relax relax at the coffee shop
the view is really nice XD

took it just simply because of the colour..SAME as mine~! xp

mango...? hehe

elaine n me

elaine. shiang. fei zai. me. mon

waiting...waiting...the camera =P

enjoying music~lalala~
❤ in the sunset ~^^

it's time for my favourite food~kaka

'fish bihun?'

yummy yummy~

then we go makan 'siham'

yiiii~~ i dun like to eat 'siham' actually

just eat other foods there loo..

hooo~ so full arrr ~ first time eat until so full~

arrhhhhh~!

finally~Jonker WALK

hehe shopping shopping first...

bought a little cutie shoes yeah! i like it sooo muchie..

so crowded le! so many people ...yucksss! the sweat!

HOT HOT hotttt @@

sweat sweat sweat~~~flowing in my clothes...

yoohoo~ drink drink

we went to 'Yum cha' with our college yeng zai lecturer Aston

so yeng zaiii~!

he was serving me...kaka syok ler

just realize he can be so funny and friendly

sometimes like to 'zheng gu' people tim XD

yeng yet funny..he is..

chat chat

drink drink

until 2++ am like that

its time to say goodbye~

abit pening pening ...walk also fly fly..hehe

however it's quite fun la..coz can drink with yeng zai lecturer

the street was soo quiet..hmm~

after some stupid action at the red church

we back to seremban..

oioi loo....so tired~!

before going back to kl

we go makan ' roti bungkus ayam'

yummy yummy

balik kampung loo

tired tired tired yet quite fun la =.=

where is my mr HAPPY？

2009-06-05T04:12:00.000-07:00

Just wanna be happy

why it is so difficult~?

Could i found my ' Mr HAPPY' in my life?

I ♥ U

2009-06-05T00:51:00.000-07:00

i love u

just a simple words

but why i can't say it out easily

maybe because of

it's true love?

take time to realize what i have just realize

i can't spell it out for you

it's never gonna be that simple

笑脸の背后

2009-06-04T23:08:00.000-07:00

♥

原来开心不是装出来的

装出来的开心只能让自己更难受

可是我选择隐藏我的不开心

笑脸的背后

我是在叹着气

我是在掉眼泪

我讨厌躲在笑脸背后的自己

总觉得那个自己是

多么的蠢

多么的傻

多么的苯

真的很没用

我心里的你懂吗?

我只想告诉你一个

因为只有你可以使我笑

不用任何理由

也不用任何方法

只是简简单单地看到你

我就会开心了

看着你开心的笑

不知不觉地我也笑了

不是装出来的笑

是从心里开心地笑

♥

原来我在梦游

2009-06-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

原来发生了这么多事

傻傻的我还被蒙在鼓里

如果不是她告诉了我

我应该还会傻傻地苯苯地

混在你们当中跟你们一起

唯独的我不懂一切的事情

这几个月我到底在做什么？

这段时间我到底是怎样过的？

现在想起真的觉得很可笑

我应该是在梦游...

哈~！

无论怎样

还是希望彩虹会在雨后出现

一切都会美好

只要你我都相信

加油~！朋友~

i love u all ♥

Mr. Herbie Phoon ✿ 谢谢哟

2009-06-03T01:40:00.000-07:00

hooray ~!

Just get my results today

guessss what?

hahahaha i pass copy writing !

omg~

totally out oof expectation

did he wrongly mark?? xp

i should fail that

phewwwww~~~~

hey Mr Herbie!

you are my hero yeahhhh~~~

u r cool man

and somehow u r yeng zaiiii too

哇咔咔...

你是最棒的~！

muack muack muack ◕‿◕｡

change :: ✖ change

2009-06-03T00:09:00.000-07:00

--- SIGNAL FOR CHANGES ---
aiyaya~ i think im the one who usually realize of the changes
after its happening instead of noticing its signal
lolzz...do u agree with it?
yes~
yes ~
yes~
me myself agree too lerr..keke ^^
it's okay lar..not a big deal right? hehehe
thats y im noob
so...
please forgive my noobness yaa friends~xp

suddenly thinking of having an extreme big big changes on myself
hmm~ hmm~
what should i change?
appearance????

maybbbb change my hairstyle xp
attitude??

change into a busy body girl?? wow~ no good lerrrr

i dun wan loo~ kaka
characters???
hair...dress...???
arghhHHHH
blur blur ler...what should i do?
teach me teach me ler @@
cut a short short hairr
or curly hair??

then then...dye it gold color ? red color? wakakaka

hmm~ hmm~
i wanna CHANGE~! YEEpeeeeeyaaaaa XD
if u know what should i change
please do inform me ler
contact this no--016612XXXX blekzz~

to change or not to change?

♡♡♡

小猪回来了♡

2009-06-02T23:40:00.000-07:00

hoohoo~ guesss whatt???

i went to college today looo

2 days i escape from there

aiskkksss

trying hard to overcome my hard feeling

hmm~ have a better improvement today and thats

encouraged me to open myself to others

come out from the cave ler orang asli XD kaka

errrhh~ did i do a great job today?

i guess so =P ask my friends...

emm emm~ feeling better after seeing my classmates and friends

in college ler...thankew arigatou kamsahaminida for all ur support

kam sia kam sia

i love you all yaaa ♡MUACKSSSS~~

Mr. Bear had just got a new name

' Kenny Hong' ...???

wakakaaa izit nice??

sure lerr we think for him one..sure nice

even it sounds abit...gay gay

hahahaaa~ btw, it suits him what...?? XD

hi~ Mr Kenny Hong blekkkzzz

一个人◕想太多

2009-06-02T04:32:00.000-07:00

每次一个人

呆在家时

就会开始想

想...

想什么?

有什么好想的?

朋友都叫我

喂喂喂~

不要想太多嘞

可是

真的很难控制嘞

敲敲我的头

敲醒我

还是敲晕我也可以

想太多

我的头都要爆了

我怕我身体里的水分会流干

唉~

坐着又想

躺着又想

只好写下部落格咯

听听歌

唱唱歌

睡睡觉

突然觉得自己很像猪~

唉~

唱一下李玖哲的‘想太多’也不错下...

真的是想太多~

醒醒吧

不要做梦了

✿是我想太多你总这样说但你却没有真的心疼我

是我想太多我也这样说这是唯一能安慰我的理由✿

看到照片

由想起了baby

想着

他是不是变成了可爱的小天使

在天堂里

开心

平安

喜乐

地活着

相信他永远会是我的小天使

我不会忘记

我选择把他藏在我心里的某一个角落

是我永远的回忆

可爱的回忆

伤心很快会结束

快乐很快会降临

我希望~

(◕‿◕｡)

i miss u ♥

2009-06-02T03:19:00.000-07:00

Grandpa miss u

Grandma miss u

Papa miss u

Mama miss u

Gugu miss u

Sister miss u

i miss u too ♥

May the peace and joy be with u

U was born to be loved ♥

★Forever★

我の小天使 ♥

2009-06-02T00:41:00.000-07:00

天堂来的声音

现在的我

听起来真的很不好听

为什么听了

眼泪会一直流不停

# 佳佳：“雯，baby 突然间全身变成青色，不动地躺着，

刚刚送去医院了。可是还不懂怎样。”

我能做什么？

只能祷告

sms Quinnie 叫全部人帮忙祷告

祷告真的有用吗？

我不想知道，只知道要继续不断祷告

相信一切都会没事

。。。

等

佳佳：“baby...没有了。不能救了。。。”#

现在我什么都做不到了

除了哭

还要再jusco哭 @@

我还能做什么

谁可以来教我

教我怎么做

T^T

teach me what can i do?

don't cry?

don't cry anymore?

stop crying larrr??

aiskksss~

how stupid it is

my baby

the most important person in my life

i have waiting such a long time for his born

and im looking forward to see him grow up

become a handsome boy

a lovely boy

a smart sporty boy

call me 'gugu'

...

hmm...hmm...

how about the chocolate..sweets...toys...

as i promise u i will buy for u when u grow up

...

i'm sorry

i'm sorry i'm not given the chance to fulfill it

yup! i'm a bluffer!!!!

big big bluffer! monster!

haiz~

this is the saddest moment i ever had in my life

and the hardest time i need to overcome

however

before i step out to overcome it

can somebody lend me his/her shoulder?

i just want a shoulder

that's enough for me

nothing more nothing less...okay?

i-i

pillow is just too cold for me...

damn don't like it

aisksss~

✿

哭泣的天空让我的眼泪更停不下来

◕^◕

也许哭了

心情会好点

可是心痛

要怎么医呢？

吃药？

看医生？

还是。。。

我的心真得很痛

从来没有这样痛过。。。

是不是生虫了？？　

也许吧

伤心的虫•.¸¸.•　唉哟～

haiz~

mama said don't cry

可是我知道她比我更伤心。

哥哥也是

失去了宝贝儿子

他的心肯定很伤心

对不起我没有在你们身边

一起哭。。。

我也不想你们看到我哭

这样

会更伤心

听到他的声音更咽着

真得很不忍心

可是没办法

我们什么都做不到

只能接受这个事实

我不想一个人

一个人在家

只有一直想想想

想了又哭

想太多了头又疼

可不可以不要想酱多

don't think so much lerr

somebody knocks my head please~

wake me up please~

T^T

go out with friends loooo

i tell myself

really don't wanna be alone at home

nobody's home too @@ haizzz

when i need them...

i went to feeling cafe with Miss dora and Mr chris that night

tried my bessttt to hide my feeling

yeap! thats feeling cafe

should feeling good right???

"ya ya ya

i feeling good"

thats what i said to myself...

as long as i'm not alone

i won't think too muchhh~

izit a good solution??

i have no idea

just let it be...

maybe i should get drunk

yeap! fast fast get drunk!!

i wanna get drunk!

no need think anymore

that's really a good way? well~ maybe...i think so...?

please agree with me okay?

pretty gooooooood~~

chat chat

eat eat

drink drink

we chat about nonsense...

shit thingsss...

anything laaa...

somehow i can relax my mind

thank god!

Dora told me that she dream of a little angel the night before

omg~! thats really frightening me..

somehow my tears just coming out itself

aiskkss~

i should control myself better

embarrassed!

Mr shin came

errrr~

with a new hair cut..? abit noob actually Mr shin...sorry~ =P

and please stop acting stupidly n childishly ya...

hey hey hey

i do smile to u okay uncle~

hmm...speechless about that =.='''

we play cards

i;m wondering why i so bad luck the whole night...

keep losing every game

kena tanya soalan pula..

can't remember how may questions i have been asked

even some stupid noobbbbbb questions...

aiyorr

really bad luck ler

weird weird - ing

so difficult to grab a chance to ask question

yet i dunno what to ask smore =.='''

how pig i'm

yup! pig!

i fell in love with the cute cute alcohol that time

they really 'cute'

they clean up my mind~ which full of shitty thoughts~

hoo~ feeling good with a blank mind~

after some baked fish n osyster

we back home loooooo

however

i can't fall a sleep the whole night

haizzzz

should sleep well right after drunk...??

hmm...

i have no idea

ask mama looo =p

bad things keep following me

let's ngan kong kong until morning looooo

what to do

bo ban huat ler~ issshhhh~

anyway

thankew my friends~^^

ஐ

sorry baby

so regret that i'm not with you that time

so regret that i'm never see you for the last time

so regret that i never lot of your photos

so regret i don't have the chance anymore

so regret for everything...

ஐ

♥ vian :: Smiling Cafe

2009-06-01T23:22:00.000-07:00

♡ continue my blogging here ♡

♡♡♡

我的交换日记♥

写下我生活中发生的事。

piggy things...? maybe loooo

anything happy or sad or.........sweet and bitter ?

幻想猪の世界

dream ✿ dream

i like dreaming

欸?

BlUr BlUr -ing

whatever lerrrrr

◕◕◕◕◕◕◕◕

✖ secrets here =p

◕◕◕◕◕◕◕◕

blek~❥

smile :: Have a cup of hot chocol♥ te ◕‿◕｡
♥ vian :: Smiling Cafe