Yes-Girl

arghhh!
kinda frustrated with myself sometimes
I'm a classical stupid yes-girl all the times
i wonder why it is so hard for me to say "NO"
oh please~ just a "No"
what's wrong with me?
i hate myself
i hate that I always forcing myself to do something I not really like
haiz...................I didn't do this right..every single time T.T
I have told myself hundred thousand million that I need to change this bad habit
i should not wear myself a "yes-girl" aka stupid girl
T.T
okay, let's make a deal
I must try to..hmm nah..I must not hesitate to say" NO" next time
when it comes to make a decision that I don't willing to ...
wish me luck :D
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come on let's have a new start okay? :P