天堂来的声音现在的我
听起来真的很不好听
为什么听了
眼泪会一直流不停
??
# 佳佳：“雯，baby 突然间全身变成青色，不动地躺着，
刚刚送去医院了。可是还不懂怎样。”
我能做什么？
只能祷告
sms Quinnie 叫全部人帮忙祷告
祷告真的有用吗？
我不想知道，只知道要继续不断祷告
相信一切都会没事
。。。
等
等
等
佳佳：“baby...没有了。不能救了。。。”#
现在我什么都做不到了
除了哭
还要再jusco哭 @@
我还能做什么
谁可以来教我
教我怎么做
T^T
teach me what can i do?
don't cry?
don't cry anymore?
stop crying larrr??
aiskksss~
how stupid it is
my baby
the most important person in my life
i have waiting such a long time for his born
and im looking forward to see him grow up
become a handsome boy
a lovely boy
a smart sporty boy
call me 'gugu'
...
hmm...hmm...
how about the chocolate..sweets...toys...
as i promise u i will buy for u when u grow up
...
i'm sorry
i'm sorry i'm not given the chance to fulfill it
yup! i'm a bluffer!!!!
big big bluffer! monster!
haiz~
this is the saddest moment i ever had in my life
and the hardest time i need to overcome
however
before i step out to overcome it
can somebody lend me his/her shoulder?
i just want a shoulder
that's enough for me
nothing more nothing less...okay?
i-i
pillow is just too cold for me...
damn don't like it
aisksss~
✿
哭泣的天空让我的眼泪更停不下来◕^◕
也许哭了
心情会好点
可是心痛
要怎么医呢？
吃药？
看医生？
还是。。。
我的心真得很痛
从来没有这样痛过。。。
是不是生虫了？？
也许吧
伤心的虫•.¸¸.• 唉哟～
haiz~
mama said don't cry
可是我知道她比我更伤心。
哥哥也是
失去了宝贝儿子
他的心肯定很伤心
对不起我没有在你们身边
一起哭。。。
我也不想你们看到我哭
这样
会更伤心
听到他的声音更咽着
真得很不忍心
可是没办法
我们什么都做不到
只能接受这个事实
我不想一个人
一个人在家
只有一直想想想
想了又哭
想太多了头又疼
可不可以不要想酱多
don't think so much lerr
somebody knocks my head please~
wake me up please~
T^T
go out with friends loooo
i tell myself
really don't wanna be alone at home
nobody's home too @@ haizzz
when i need them...
i went to feeling cafe with Miss dora and Mr chris that night
tried my bessttt to hide my feeling
yeap! thats feeling cafe
should feeling good right???
"ya ya ya
i feeling good"
thats what i said to myself...
as long as i'm not alone
i won't think too muchhh~
izit a good solution??
i have no idea
just let it be...
maybe i should get drunk
yeap! fast fast get drunk!!
i wanna get drunk!
no need think anymore
that's really a good way? well~ maybe...i think so...?
please agree with me okay?
pretty gooooooood~~
chat chat
eat eat
drink drink
we chat about nonsense...
shit thingsss...
anything laaa...
somehow i can relax my mind
thank god!
Dora told me that she dream of a little angel the night before
omg~! thats really frightening me..
somehow my tears just coming out itself
aiskkss~
i should control myself better
embarrassed!
Mr shin came
errrr~
with a new hair cut..? abit noob actually Mr shin...sorry~ =P
and please stop acting stupidly n childishly ya...
hey hey hey
i do smile to u okay uncle~
hmm...speechless about that =.='''
we play cards
i;m wondering why i so bad luck the whole night...
keep losing every game
kena tanya soalan pula..
can't remember how may questions i have been asked
even some stupid noobbbbbb questions...
aiyorr
really bad luck ler
weird weird - ing
so difficult to grab a chance to ask question
yet i dunno what to ask smore =.='''
how pig i'm
yup! pig!
i fell in love with the cute cute alcohol that time
they really 'cute'
they clean up my mind~ which full of shitty thoughts~
hoo~ feeling good with a blank mind~
after some baked fish n osyster
we back home loooooo
however
i can't fall a sleep the whole night
haizzzz
should sleep well right after drunk...??
hmm...
i have no idea
ask mama looo =p
bad things keep following me
let's ngan kong kong until morning looooo
what to do
bo ban huat ler~ issshhhh~
anyway
thankew my friends~^^
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sorry baby
so regret that i'm not with you that time
so regret that i'm never see you for the last time
so regret that i never lot of your photos
so regret i don't have the chance anymore
so regret for everything...
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